i do not want to remember
forget about yesterday
saw the ember in september
now i see the icy rain
once the weather was better than it was now, so why complain?
i don't see the point in pointing out the things that i can’t change
i've been breathing the same air since way back in my diaper days
do you think that i would be who i am now?
i rearrange
everything is nothing if nothing matters then what's the same?
everything’s misunderstood, so what is good? and what is strange?
everything is different depending on who you're asking
but at the end of the day the truth is what we are masking
the proof is lost the banter there’s people losing to anger
there’s people dying of cancer, nobody’s finding the answers
as i sit in the grass
and lay upon my back watching the clouds all interact
sun falls to the west as my heart falls into my chest
the stars areyes that look to mine to think my life is but a mess
would i trade it for anything else? probably yes
for what i do not know, but all my stress i soon forget
sometimes i wake in the morning feeling nothing less than impressed
that i have so much more to learn and more to give the more i'm blessed
yes, Yes ,YEs, YES
i would bet another breath
that all my breath is better left inside my chest
for i do not want to remember forget about yesterday
i'm living for a better day, every day, any day, any day, any day…….

so, i take my time
and don't think about that i may not shine
mayday i, fall out the sky like a satellite, willing to make my eyes
see it from a different perspective
& you don't have to like it but god damnit respect it
nowadays everyday wanna talk mad shit, still do nothing
they truly live for bluffin'
4 years away in college
must've got a degree in frontin'
i think about it often: sometimes i think too much
to think i think i know it all, like you think it's enough
i don't wanna remember that i was born in september
had to've been warned that the ember burns when you're in my center
of gravity had you ever been happy you'd more than surrender
your guard as you enter back to where nothing is pleasure.
deep breaths, blackness, lack stress, mad blessed
past steps, passed this, last kiss
mad bliss, as if, tragic, past shit,
matters, when it's just this.

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